If you're friendly to others and their friendly to you then you're friends alright.

But when its just yourself being the nice guy while the other tries to find something mean to say to you then its not really a friendship at all, you're just being a sentimental sap who likes it when people walk over you. I guess i'm like that, but its gonna change alright.

I won't hang out with others who constantly rant on with crap and think highly over me... Its just stupid. I mean, would you rather be with people who have fun or with people who just make you feel awkard and lost all the time.

I realized that a few of my friends like to just casually talk crap about me... and i'm sick of it because i end up doing it too and i'm not like that at all. I respect them for who they are but i won't let them be like crap at me anymore... its dumb and pointless and nothing gets anywhere.

I guess i'm just growing up y'know? I'm 18, going on 19 in february... and i'm just getting mature about things... I don't have time for crap, i think my life is a bit more serious than that eh?